Sometimes I'm tricked into thinking that, since no one actually reads this blog but me, I should no longer post her. There are times (like today) when it's so disappointing to know no one is interested in what I have to say.
But in moments like these I have to remind myself of the true reason why I write this blog: because I want Cookie to be able to read it someday, and experience her own childhood in a different way. I want her to know more about me, about how I felt while stuff was happening. I want her to know that besides having tons of flaws, I love her with all my heart and soul.
So if 15, 20 years from now you're reading this, my precious Cookie, know that the love I have for you can barely fit into my human heart. You, my princess, are the reason I keep going, the reason I have faith in life. And I want you to know that right now (like countless times before) I'm thinking about you and the way you look when you say you "have love to give me".
I'll be back to posting at the end of the week. I'm planning some major changes for your swimming class, love. Hope you enjoy the new stuff! =]
But in moments like these I have to remind myself of the true reason why I write this blog: because I want Cookie to be able to read it someday, and experience her own childhood in a different way. I want her to know more about me, about how I felt while stuff was happening. I want her to know that besides having tons of flaws, I love her with all my heart and soul.
So if 15, 20 years from now you're reading this, my precious Cookie, know that the love I have for you can barely fit into my human heart. You, my princess, are the reason I keep going, the reason I have faith in life. And I want you to know that right now (like countless times before) I'm thinking about you and the way you look when you say you "have love to give me".
I'll be back to posting at the end of the week. I'm planning some major changes for your swimming class, love. Hope you enjoy the new stuff! =]
